Maybe because I created a slew of websites with my name on it. So I can't have my undivided attention on this. :P (I realised this when I was adding the websites to my FB page. Gosh I have a lot of sites I leave my mark on. :O)
Actually, it's more likely that it's because I had nothing much to blog about (my personal life). Because everything seems so mundane. Other than the fact I'm writing a book. That seems to go nowhere.
And how I keep finding out more and more authors who're getting published, and wishing that it's me in their shoes. (As in, one pair at a time. Imagine wearing a gazillion shoes at the same time! I'd be super tall.)
Also, the 'Enter' key hates me. It doesn't move properly until I click on the 'Edit HTML' and click back to 'Compose'.
Hmm.
So because nothing is really happening, I'm not really writing.
Then should I just 'unlist' this blog? It's no use keeping something if it's not updated.
But then, I'd like to blog more. About what... I really don't know. But at least I'd like to keep some record of my life. I don't really write in my diary anymore either.
And that's kinda sad.
I'd leave you with something I scribbled a few weeks ago...
My nose was buried deep into my newest obsession. Deeper and deeper into the love story I went, as I fantasied being in the protagonist's shoes, seeing what she saw, hearing what she heard, and feeling the slightest tinge of his lips on mine. Living out what can't happen in real life.It's actually longer than 2 paragraphs, but if I post more I feel like I'm revealing all my secrets to the word. Even though technically this piece of writing is fiction.
The smallest smile and the fleeting touch was all it took for me to fall in love with what wasn't real. I read book after book, all of them stories about undying love. My imagination was ripe, and it was taking me to places I normally wouldn't go. The perfect love story... I wondered when it would happen to me.
I'm going to write a short story, and join the Golden Point Award thing. Hope I win something! It'll be good for my portfolio. Ha.
Okay.... I'll be back next time. With more to say. ♥♥♥
Promise.
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