Love

Love - Hebe

我愛你 你愛她
她愛她 她愛他

你愛我 我愛他
他愛他 他愛她

咦

怎麼這世界 已經沒有人相愛
怎麼這世界 每個人都不快樂
怎麼這世界 每個人都愛別人 不愛自己

Do you stop living for just for someone? (Hint: No.)

My heart is ready and willing to let it pass. It has been for quite some time now. Once it passes, my happily ever after would come. Right?

My view on love is still very naive. I still believe in fairy tales. I believe in happily ever after.

It's not the best thing to believe in, because the world does not function this way. Well, except for God's unconditional love for us.

But maybe because of that belief, I locked myself up. Like Rapunzel, I'm only able to look on as things happen around me, as others fall in and out of love, but nothing happens to myself.

Unlike Rapunzel, I don't have 70 feet of long hair. I won't have people climbing up the tower because there's no way up.

I locked myself in the tower, as if I'm in a glass sphere with no visible way out. The only way out is the break the glass, break that perception, but I'd like to live in the fairy tale world just a little longer. There everything is safe. It's planned, nothing goes wrong, even the bad guys have their day, and everyone has love.

At least, in my version it's like that. In a fairy tale you find a perfect guy. In the real world, you find your perfect guy - one whose imperfections makes him perfect for you. In my world, you find a blank spot.

No one's there. And I don't know if anyone will be. God, I wish someone would be there. Fill up that space.

I need to start living. Properly.

My mind's in a mess. My heart's in a mess. I can sort it out, but five seconds later it gets tangled again. I need to know how to untangle it - permanently.

I still believe in destiny, that you and I were meant to be. - What's this song again? I'm too lazy to go Google it.

Happy belated Valentines. <3

A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain.
Abraham Cowley 

Pictures all found from futuregirl88.tumblr.com.

Love, G.